Okay, For Real This Time!

I am writing this post at 12:00 am on 7/11/2011. I officially get married in 4 months! And I haven't lost an ounce of what I said I was going to lose before the wedding!

I have a headache, my stomach is beyond bloated and I should be in bed... I have to work at 7am. I have vowed to start Atkin's today and stick to it until I am in Jamaica this November. My goal is to lose 40lbs by then... Which would get me to 175. I haven't been there since the summer of 2008... Seriously! It's time.

I don't know how, but I am going to try harder, stay more focused and STOP GIVING IN TO FOOD TRIGGERS...